Saturday, December 13, 2025

Reclaiming the World

Deep underground, in the chamber carved from ancient concrete and reinforced with scavenged steel, the empty room held its breath.

A single lantern flickered on the central table, its wavering light casting long, nervous shadows that stretched across the rough walls. Four candles, burned low and warped by heat, formed a small circle around a hand-drawn map—its edges curled, its surface stained by soot, sweat, and the trembling fingerprints of those who dared to dream of rebuilding.

The map was a patchwork of the world above: crumbling roads, poisoned rivers, collapsed districts, and the ruins of Los Angeles marked in jagged charcoal. Someone had added small symbols—triangles for safe tunnels, circles for supply caches, X’s where others had been lost. It was a record of danger and hope, equally fragile.

The air trembled faintly. Distant booms drifted through the bedrock like the heartbeat of a dying colossus. The storms above were tearing across the wasteland again—howling winds filled with sand, ash, and the remnants of a city that once glittered with lights and ambition. Now the storms carried only ruin.

The survivors who used this room—the ones who whispered strategy, argued over risks, and dared to believe freedom wasn’t extinct—they were out there somewhere, navigating tunnels and scouting for allies. Each absence stretched longer than the last.

Dust fell from the ceiling with every distant rumble. The lantern flame fluttered violently, as though sensing the tension that clung to the cavern.

Footsteps would return here soon. They had to.

This small room was their command center, their sanctuary, the birthplace of rebellion in a world that had forgotten what resistance looked like. Every scratch on the table, every wax drip on the stone, every penciled line on the map was a testament to the living—however few they were—refusing to give in.

And so the room waited, holding its silence, holding its breath, waiting for the moment those weary, determined hands would reach for the lantern again and plan the next step toward reclaiming the dead world above.

 

Friday, December 12, 2025

Shifting Mosaic

The rain thickened as dusk deepened, turning the city into a shifting mosaic of reflections—wet asphalt glimmering like a dark mirror, puddles trembling with each passing car. Edna’s gaze locked onto the red taillights sliding by below her window, each pair smearing into long streaks across the glass. They pulsed softly, like distant heartbeats.

The glow tugged at something deep inside her.

Red.
The color of brake lights.
The color of her mother's scarf whipping in the wind as they drove with the windows down.
The color of the suitcase her father packed for weekend trips.

But none of the images aligned neatly. They leaned into one another, merging into a hazy patchwork that made no sense and yet felt familiar. One moment she was a little girl with hair in ribbons, pressed against the backseat window, watching cornfields blur by. The next she was a teenager, tapping her foot impatiently as her parents argued softly in the front seat about which turn to take.

Then they were all there at once—a braided loop of time she couldn’t straighten.

She blinked, trying to bring clarity to the haze, but everything slipped like water through her fingers.

A pair of taillights glowed redder than the rest, cutting through the mist. For a second, she felt the jolt of the car hitting a pothole, her father’s voice apologizing over his shoulder, her mother laughing, her younger self clutching a stuffed rabbit. She felt the warmth of the car heater on her shins. She heard the faint hum of her parents’ favorite radio station.

Then—gone.

The memory dissolved into static.

The real world settled back around her with its soft hums and distant footsteps. She didn’t move. Her face remained blank, but inside, a soft ache rippled through her, gentle but persistent.

Another set of taillights drifted past—slow, steady, blooming red against the slick pavement. Edna followed them with her eyes, but not with her mind. Her thoughts floated somewhere unreachable, like balloons caught in branches high above her.

She couldn’t piece together the moments. Couldn’t decide whether she’d been eight, sixteen, or somewhere in between. The years folded over each other until nothing had edges anymore.

She exhaled, a small, weary breath.

Outside, the cars kept passing.
Inside, the memories kept blurring.

And Edna sat there, dazed but calm, her mind drifting in the soft glow of red lights and rain, lost somewhere between then and now, between who she had been and who she was fading into.

 

Thursday, December 11, 2025

Reclamation

After the fall, Los Angeles did not simply die—it dissolved, unraveling into a wasteland where nature and toxins fought for dominance.

The city lay in fragments, sinking into its own ashes.
Concrete buckled.
Steel curled like scorched paper.
Neighborhoods once pulsing with life were now skeletal outlines buried beneath dunes of gray dust that drifted like snow through the empty streets.

Nature Returned, but Twisted

Vegetation pushed through the ruins, but it wasn’t the hopeful green of renewal.
It was feral.
Overgrown.
Poisoned by centuries of chemical runoff and nuclear residue.

Vines the color of bruises crawled up the sides of crumbling towers, their tendrils weaving through shattered windows like fingers searching for purchase. Trees erupted through cracked sidewalks, their bark warped and split, leaves slick with oily sheens that shimmered under the dim, storm-blurred sun.

This was not rebirth—it was reclamation by something wild, desperate, and half-mad.

The Storms Never Stopped

Above it all, the sky churned with perpetual violence.
The storms rolled in daily, black and churning, carrying with them winds sharp enough to strip the paint from rusted vehicles and sandblast exposed bone.
Lightning forked across the horizon in toxic greens and sulfur yellow, illuminating the ruins like an autopsy flash.

Rain fell in acidic sheets, carving channels into the dust hills, turning whole blocks into rivers of muddy poison. Thunder shook the earth, echoing through collapsed subway tunnels where survivors hid.

Survivors Became Phantoms

They no longer walked the streets openly.
They slithered through shadows, crawled through drainpipes, traveled beneath debris where the storms could not reach them.
Their shelters—dugout warrens stitched together with scavenged metal—were hidden behind rockfalls or beneath piles of toppled freeway slabs.

Every movement was measured. Every breath cautious.
The storms hunted them as ruthlessly as the old forces once had.

Those who lived learned to read the weather like scripture:
the shift of the wind,
the taste of the air,
the way dust rose in spirals before a downpour.

Silence was their ally, secrecy their shield.

They whispered to one another in low voices, recalling what the city had once been—not to mourn it, but to remember why they must endure. Because survival was no longer just about living day to day. It was about outlasting the corruption that had brought the world to its knees.

Hidden in their burrows, listening to the storms tear apart what little remained above, they clung to a single truth:

The world had fallen, but they had not.

 

Wednesday, December 10, 2025

The Final Stage

Before the final collapse, before the cities burned and the sky turned the color of old wounds, the forces that hunted survivors had moved like shadows—silent, organized, and merciless. They had not appeared overnight. They had been built brick by brick, law by law, justification by justification, until the machinery of suppression was so vast and entrenched that no one could pinpoint when freedom had actually died.

They were not soldiers—not in the old sense. They were an amalgamation of outsourced power:
corporate enforcers, private mercenary outfits, cartel-funded militias, and state-controlled security drones. Each faction served the same unspoken master—control at any cost.

Before the Collapse, the Hunt Was Systematic

The Drones Came First

Silent tri-rotor units drifted through the streets like metallic vultures, their sensors tuned to detect gatherings of more than three people. They scanned faces, logged heat signatures, listened for forbidden words. A single anomaly triggered a cascade of escalation.
First a warning blared from the drone’s speaker.
Then a flash of light.
Then someone vanished, carried away in a stun-web, the drone lifting them like prey.

People learned not to look up. Not to speak loudly. Not to hope.

Then Came the Black Vans

No markings, no plates.
They prowled the neighborhoods at night, taking those who asked too many questions, those who refused to comply, those who still believed in the naïve notion of rights.

Residents heard the same sequence in their nightmares:
Tires on wet asphalt.
Doors sliding open.
Boots hitting concrete.
A muffled cry.
Then silence.

The vans drove off into the darkness, leaving behind homes full of trembling families who pretended not to have seen a thing.

Cartel Militias Filled the Void

When the government traded its integrity for alliances with drug syndicates, the militias became enforcers.
Heavily armed.
Unrestrained.
Deadly.

Entire blocks were sealed off as “stability zones,” where residents were forced to submit to inspections, interrogations, loyalty tests. Those who refused were marked—sprayed with invisible ink read only by drone scanners. Once marked, escape was impossible. Every corner, every checkpoint became a trap.

Propaganda Finished What Force Alone Couldn’t

Legacy media—the same institutions that once claimed to guard the truth—became the mouthpieces of the regime.
Every broadcast insisted that dissenters were:

  • extremists

  • threats to national safety

  • enemies of democracy

Neighbors turned on neighbors. Families reported their own.
Fear did the hunting even when the hunters slept.

The Final Stage: Purges Before the Fall

As the nation finally buckled, the forces escalated.
Curfews tightened.
Entire districts vanished behind barricades.
Search teams swept through burned-out suburbs with heat sensors and sonic disrupters, flushing out the last pockets of resistance like animals.

Anyone who survived had done so through sheer luck—or because they had already descended into the underground network forming beneath collapsing cities: the seed of a future resistance.

And Even Now, Long After the Collapse

Those forces, or twisted remnants of them, still roam the wasteland.
Some as broken machines, following protocols no human remembers.
Some as rogue militias, surviving off the bones of the fallen world.
And some—still organized—because the hunger to silence hope never truly died.

 

Tuesday, December 9, 2025

The Gentle Drift

In the stillness of night
an ancient tree drifts on calm water,
its roots loose from earth,
its branches brushing the stars.

Candles float beside it,
each flame a tiny heartbeat
in the vast, dark hush.

Their light dances on the surface—
wavering gold,
soft ripples folding into themselves,
reflections merging
with shadow and moon.

The tree glides without intent,
carried only by the quiet.
No beginning,
no destination—
just the gentle drift
of being.

Here,
between flame and reflection,
between water and sky,
all things pause
and become simple again—
a single moment,
unbroken.

 

Monday, December 8, 2025

Moving In

The troops moved like a slow, mechanical tide—methodical, relentless, sweeping through the ruins with the certainty of men who believed they owned the ground they walked on. Their visor lights glowed red through the ash-filled air, giving them the look of predators whose eyes had adapted perfectly to darkness.

But they weren’t alone in the ruins.

High above them—perched at the broken edge of a collapsed freeway ramp—Maren watched.

She had extinguished her lantern.
Her breath was slow, controlled.
Only the faintest outline of her silhouette broke against the storm-lit sky.

Below, the squad advanced in perfect formation, unaware they were being observed.

From her vantage point, she could see everything:

The scanning beams sweeping back and forth like hungry tongues.
The drone searchlights stabbing through cracks in buildings.
The subtle tension in the air—the kind soldiers carried when they sensed they were close to something important, something dangerous.

But it was what she felt that chilled her.

Silen was near.

She didn’t know how she knew—whether it was instinct, memory, or something deeper threading through whatever strange dreamlike shifts reality had recently taken—but she could sense him like a dim pulse beneath her feet.

The troops were closing in on him… and on her.

A gust of wind tore down the freeway, scattering ash and tattered paper from a fallen billboard. A piece fluttered by her boot—an old government poster from the early days of the collapse:

“STAY SAFE. OBEY DIRECTIVES. PROTECT THE COLLECTIVE.”

The smiling faces on it were faded, sun-bleached into cruel mockery.

Maren’s fist tightened.

Below, the squad halted.

One soldier raised a hand.
He had seen something.

Maren froze.

Through a jagged break in the rubble, she saw what had caught his attention: a footprint, half-smudged but unmistakably fresh. It led downward—toward a gap between two collapsed buildings that formed a narrow stone chute.

Toward Silen.

The officer knelt beside it, touching the edge with two fingers.

“She’s close,” he said. “And he’s not far ahead.”

Maren’s heart hammered once—hard.

They knew.

The squad fanned out, rifles raised, each man scanning angles and shadows. The officer pointed toward the chute.

“Two teams. One follows the tracks. One circles to cut them off.”

Maren’s decision had to be immediate.

She crouched lower behind the cracked concrete barrier and watched as the soldiers began their descent. The formation split, half slipping into the ravine-like chute, the others moving along an upper ridge.

She knew that path.
It led directly into one of the underpasses—one of the corridors Silen used.

If they found him first—

Lightning split the sky, briefly illuminating the city in a blinding white flash.

The troops became silhouettes.

For an instant, Maren saw her reflection in their visors from afar—small, hidden, but vulnerable.

She whispered into the storm:

“Silen… you have to move.”

And then she slipped backward into the shadows of the freeway skeleton, preparing to descend, to try and reach him before the troops did—but knowing she was impossibly outnumbered, outgunned, and watched by eyes trained to see everything.

Behind her, the storm throbbed with electricity.
Ahead, the soldiers moved like wolves.

And from deep below the ruins…
Silen felt a sudden jolt of awareness—like a memory breaking through, like someone calling his name through water.

They were converging.

All of them.

The hunter, the hunted, and the one who refused to let the story end here.

 

Sunday, December 7, 2025

Forgotten Voyage

Along the quiet inlet
an old tall ship drifts forward,
its sails unfurling
like slow, deliberate breaths.

No voices rise from the deck,
no footsteps echo on the boards—
only the soft creak of wood
remembering journeys long past.

Mountains guard the horizon,
their shadows resting on the water.
Pines lean close,
whispering nothing to the passing wind.

Clouds drift in unhurried layers,
mirroring the ship’s steady grace,
each one a silent companion
on this forgotten voyage.

Alone, the vessel glides—
yet not alone.
Sea, sky, earth, and canvas
move as a single mind,
a moment of stillness
carried quietly across the tide.

 

Saturday, December 6, 2025

Passing Through Eternity

On the mist-covered hillside
the ancient tree stands—
gnarled, immense,
older than memory,
older than names.

Its branches reach into fog,
vanishing like thoughts
that never needed to be spoken.

The colors of the world grow quiet here—
soft greys, muted golds,
the hush before a deeper silence.

A lone figure approaches,
small against the vastness,
a silhouette walking toward the setting sun.

No path guides them,
no purpose presses their steps—
only the gentle pull of light
and the tree’s patient witnessing.

In this moment
time loosens its grip,
the world exhales,
and all things—
tree, mist, sun, traveler—
are simply one breath
passing through eternity.

 

Friday, December 5, 2025

Fast and Free

The city below glowed in muted tones, its lights smudged by the drizzle that clung to the windows like breath on glass. Evening crept in slowly—lavender, then violet, then the murky blue of early night. Edna sat perfectly still in her wheelchair, her hands folded neatly in her lap. To anyone passing by, she looked empty, expressionless, as if she were simply watching the rain slide down the building.

But inside, she was nowhere near this room.

She was running.

Bare feet pounding through warm grass, arms spread wide to catch the wind as it rolled across the fields like a living thing. The sun hung low, orange and full, and the air buzzed with insects and the soft hum of life. She could smell the earth, feel the heat on her skin. A farmhouse stood in the distance, paint peeling, screen door rattling with every breeze. And there—faint but unmistakable—her mother’s voice carried across the pasture.

“Edna! Supper!”

She turned, grinning. She was young. She was fast. She was free.

The memory shimmered like heat rising from asphalt, then wavered… then bent. A raindrop streaked down the window in the present moment, and the field blurred into a watercolor wash of childhood she struggled to keep in focus.

She blinked.

The city lights became fireflies. The distant car horns became her mother’s soft call. The sterile smell of the nursing home morphed into the warm scent of cornbread cooling on the windowsill. Edna reached for it—mentally, physically—her hand twitching slightly in her lap as if she could grab hold of the memory and anchor it in place.

But it slipped.

The farmhouse faded. The field shrank. The summer sun dimmed. All that remained was the drizzle tapping at the window and the cool hum of the room’s fluorescent light.

Edna exhaled slowly, a whisper of breath she didn’t realize she’d been holding.

She knew, somewhere deep inside the fog, that the fields were gone. That her mother had been dust for decades. That memories were tricksters now—flickering, teasing, offering her only the edges before dissolving. But part of her didn’t mind. Part of her was grateful for even the fragments.

She lifted her gaze again, watching the city blur and scatter beneath the rain.

For a heartbeat, she was back in the field, sun on her shoulders.

For another, she was simply an old woman in a chair, staring out at a world she no longer recognized.

The drizzle softened.

And the past, like the city lights, drifted in and out—glowing faintly in the dusk before dimming once more into the quiet darkness.

 

Thursday, December 4, 2025

On the Hunt

Above ground, the storm had settled into a bruised, ugly sky—low clouds swollen with heat, lightning flickering behind them like an animal pacing inside a cage. The ruins of Los Angeles lay smoldering beneath it, shards of skyscrapers jutting up like broken ribs.

And moving through the wreckage came the troops.

They were not soldiers in the old sense.
No flags, no insignias of a once-proud nation.
These were the reassembled forces of what remained of the collapsed regime—commandos clad in matte-black armor, their helmets lit with thin, red scanning lines. They moved with the rigid precision of men trained to obey, not to think.

They swept the streets in tight formations, boots crunching over shattered glass, burnt asphalt, and the brittle bones of former civilization.

“Thermal sweep again,” the lead officer ordered, voice crackling through static.

A soldier raised a handheld reader.
A grid of heat signatures pulsed and danced across the screen.

Nothing human within twenty meters—only cooling ruins and the occasional scurrying creature brave enough to exist in the open.

But they knew she was out here.

They knew both of them were.

Maren.
Silen.

Two names whispered through the ranks like specters—rumors tied to rebellion, unexplained resistance pockets, encrypted signals the troops never fully decoded. Every commander had a different theory:

They were fugitives.
They were symbols.
They were dangerous.
They were illusions.

But the higher-ups, the remnants of the same bureaucracy that had sleepwalked the nation into collapse, believed the two were linked by a kind of underground myth—or worse, that they were catalysts capable of reigniting rebellion across the wasteland.

And so the troops hunted.

Through dead intersections.
Through the hollowed-out carcasses of malls.
Through the rubble-packed canyons of skyscrapers burned black by time.

The storm above growled again.

A drone whirred overhead, sweeping a spotlight across the wreckage. When it passed over a crumbling freeway column, the light caught for a moment on something faint—subtle footprints in the dirt and ash leading away from the city.

Fresh ones.

A soldier knelt, brushing a gloved hand across the track.

“Two sets,” he whispered. “One light. One heavier.”

The officer’s visor flickered with the reflection.

“Maren and Silen,” he growled. “Close.”

He raised a clenched fist, signaling the squad.

Weapons powered up with soft, predatory hums.

“Move. Quietly. They can’t have gone far.”

As the squad advanced, lightning illuminated the sky in a harsh, electric flash.

And for a half-second, the light cast a long shadow on a distant ridge—too tall, too still, watching them with an understanding they hadn’t yet learned to fear.

But by the time the soldiers looked again, the shadow was gone.

Only the storm remained.

 

Wednesday, December 3, 2025

Counting Cars

The morning arrived wrapped in gray, as if the sky itself had pulled a blanket over the world. Rain tapped against the nursing-home window in a steady rhythm—soft, persistent, familiar. Edna sat where she always sat now, her wheelchair angled just enough so she could see the road beyond the parking lot.

She squinted through the watery blur.

“One… two… three…” she murmured, her finger lifting slightly with each car that passed. Some were dark shapes, some bright blurs, all sliding through the rain like ghosts in a hurry. She counted them because it gave her something to hold on to—something that didn’t slip away as fast as the rest.

Four… five…

Any one of them could be Henry.

Any one of them might stop, just outside the entrance, and he’d step out with that sheepish grin he always used when he knew he was late. She could almost see him shrugging his shoulders, saying, Traffic, Ed. Terrible traffic. But I’m here now.

A car with headlights too bright glided by. Edna leaned forward, hope flickering across her face—then fading when the car didn’t turn into the lot.

She counted it anyway.

Six.

The nurse on duty, a soft-spoken woman with kind eyes, paused at the doorway. “Good morning, Edna.”

Edna didn’t answer. Not out of rudeness—just out of distance. Her mind was somewhere else entirely, peering through the veil of rain for a shape she longed for, a shape she couldn’t quite remember clearly but still needed.

Seven.

She could feel Henry, somehow. As if he existed just outside her field of vision, slipping between the raindrops, almost stepping into view. Some days she remembered he was gone. Other days the memory evaporated the moment it formed, leaving behind only the ache of waiting.

Eight.

The nurse gently adjusted the blanket on Edna’s lap. “He’s not coming today, honey.”

Edna nodded as if she understood.

But her eyes never left the window.

The road shimmered beneath the rain, each car scattering water into silver spray. She imagined Henry walking toward her through that curtain of rain, waving, calling her name like he used to across parking lots and grocery aisles.

Nine.

“Just running late,” she whispered to herself, comforting the ache without knowing why it was there.

And outside, the rain fell steadily, each drop a small, fleeting memory sliding down the glass—memories she could almost touch, almost recognize, before they slipped away.

Still, Edna kept counting.

Still, she kept waiting.

 

Tuesday, December 2, 2025

Drifting from Reach

The rain threaded itself down the glass in thin, shimmering rivers, each droplet carving a path that disappeared as quickly as it formed. Edna watched them with a soft, vacant fascination. Every tiny bead of light—reflected streetlamp, passing car, hallway glow—seemed to flicker like a memory trying to rise, then slipping away before she could catch it.

She sat very still.

Her wheelchair felt like an extension of her now, something she could no longer separate from herself. The blanket tucked around her legs was warm, though she barely noticed. What she did feel was the pull behind her forehead—the faint ache of thoughts struggling to assemble themselves, only to dissolve before they reached language.

Outside, a neon sign flickered in the dark, its glow diffused through the rain-smeared window. It reminded her—just for a breath—of a jukebox. The diner. Henry selecting a song he claimed she loved. Did she love it? Did that even happen?

Edna blinked.

A speck of light slid down the window and she followed it with her eyes. She felt a soft pang, like a missing note in a familiar song. Each raindrop looked like a tiny lantern carrying a piece of her past—faces, voices, rooms, colors—drifting downward, vanishing at the window’s edge.

“Henry?” she whispered, unsure if she meant to call him or simply say his name to keep it real.

The room answered with silence.

But for a moment—one fragile moment—she imagined him standing just behind her chair, the way he used to when he wanted to see what she was drawing. His hand on her shoulder. His breath warm against her cheek. She could almost hear him say, You’re still here, Ed.

But the reflection in the glass showed only her own thin face, dimly lit, eyes hollowed by time and confusion.

A nurse walked past the open door, her footsteps soft. Edna didn’t turn. The rain had grown heavier now, tapping insistently at the window like a thousand tiny fingers demanding entry. She wondered if the memories trapped inside the raindrops were trying to come back home.

She closed her eyes, letting the rhythm lull her.

Sometimes the sound was enough to summon a spark of something—Henry’s laugh, the smell of ink from her drawing table, the warmth of a night that may or may not have happened. But tonight, the sparks were faint, drifting farther from reach.

Still, she sat there, staring out at the rainy world with a quiet kind of longing.

Each speck of light faded.

And Edna, drifting inside her own mind, felt herself fade gently with them.

 

Monday, December 1, 2025

Fragmented

Maren staggered, one hand pressed to the cool stone as her balance slipped in and out of sync with the world. The blue cathedral pulsed around her—like a lung inhaling and exhaling light. Her vision flickered again, turning grainy, then sharp, then smearing into streaks of drifting pixels.

A low, resonant thrum vibrated through her feet.

She blinked—and the world stuttered.

And then they appeared.

Two hooded figures.

Not quite standing.
Not quite floating.
More like imported, inserted into her perception as if some unseen architect had dragged them into her mind’s eye.

Their silhouettes were tall, borderless shapes draped in fabric that seemed to be made of smoke and shadow. Their faces were voids. Their edges glitched, flickering between sharp outlines and dissolving static.

They did not move.

They simply existed, impossible and silent.

A whisper—no, the shadow of a whisper—crawled through Maren’s skull. Not language. Not sound. A feeling. A suggestion.

She tried to step back.

Her foot didn’t respond. Her breath didn’t either.

The hooded shapes tilted their heads slightly, as if studying her across time, memory, or code. For a heartbeat, the blue cathedral dimmed to darkness, leaving only the hollow glow outlining them.

Maren’s pulse hammered.

Who are you?
Or perhaps—what are you?

One lifted an arm—or the glitch approximation of one—and reached toward her. Its hand dissolved into strands of light, like threads unraveling in slow motion.

A tremor shook the ground.
The humming surged.
Her vision fragmented into squares.

The figures flickered.

Once.
Twice—

And vanished.

Gone. Deleted.
As if they had never been there at all.

The cathedral flooded with light again, the strangers resumed their silent march, and Maren stumbled forward, gasping as control returned to her limbs.

She pressed a hand to her temple. The ringing inside her skull slowly receded, but the impression of those figures lingered—like fingerprints left on glass, invisible but undeniably present.

Were they memories?
Warnings?
Projections from something watching her?
Or echoes of something deeper in this fractured reality?

Maren steadied herself, heart pounding.

One thought cut through the haze:

They knew me… or wanted me to think they did.

And the doorway ahead—still glowing, still waiting—felt suddenly much more dangerous.

 

Sunday, November 30, 2025

The Soft Hum of Forgetting

Edna lifted the pencil, its weight suddenly immense, as if it carried every year she could no longer name. The page before her—once her refuge, once the doorway to entire worlds—had become a pale, unreachable shore. She blinked, and for a heartbeat she thought she saw lines there: the curve of Henry’s jaw, the gentle droop of his tired smile, the way his hair fell when he laughed. But the moment she tried to focus, the lines dissolved, slipping away like mist touched by sunlight.

Her hand trembled.

She drew a single line down the center of the page. It wavered, unsure. She tried again—a curve, maybe the start of Henry’s shoulder, or maybe the shape of the diner booth where he used to sit across from her. But the graphite faltered, skidding to a stop. It wasn’t right. None of it was. The memories she reached for felt like they had been photocopied too many times—blurry, smudged, lacking their old warmth.

She pressed her palm flat against the paper, desperate to anchor something—anything. The texture was familiar. Smooth. Real. She whispered Henry’s name, hoping the sound alone might summon him, might reach into the fog curling around her mind and pull forward something solid.

Nothing came.

But somewhere in the blankness, an image flickered—Henry at the diner, his fingers wrapped around a glass, the way he had smiled at her that night that never happened. Or had it? She couldn’t trust her own mind anymore. Memories folded over each other like thin, brittle pages of an old book. Some were true; some were dreams; some were inventions crafted by her lonely, drifting brain.

She tried to sketch the spider she’d seen earlier—the one crawling from her drink in the dream—but even that slipped away. The page absorbed her attempts and turned them into nothingness, swallowing her pencil strokes like a thirsty desert swallowing rain.

Edna exhaled shakily.

“I used to know how to do this,” she murmured to the empty room, unsure whether she was speaking to herself, to Henry, or to the fading part of her mind that still remembered being whole.

She lifted the pencil again, pressuring herself to draw something—a door, a line, a memory. Instead, the white expanse before her seemed to grow, stretching outward, an endless blank horizon. A mirror of her thoughts, of the quiet erasure happening inside her.

Edna closed her eyes.

In the darkness behind her eyelids, she hoped to find color. Or Henry. Or the diner. But all she found was the soft hum of forgetting, a lullaby she could no longer resist.

 

Saturday, November 29, 2025

Everything is Understood

Steam rises from the cup—
a soft, drifting veil
curling into morning light.

The tea, warm and quiet,
holds a calm the world forgets,
its fragrance opening slowly
like a whispered truth.

Beside it rests a lotus flower,
petals folded in serene attention,
unbothered by time,
untouched by haste.

The steam lifts,
the lotus breathes,
and for a moment
their stillness becomes one—
a meeting of warmth and grace,
where nothing is asked
and everything is understood.

 

Friday, November 28, 2025

Trapped in the Ruins

Today we find Edna in a different moment of her unraveling life —
not in the diner, not by the rain-lit window —
but somewhere farther back, or sideways, in the blurred corridors of her memory.

She sits at her old drawing table.

The one she once loved.
The one with the faint paint stains and charcoal smudges from a younger, more certain time.
The lamp glows dimly over her hunched shoulders, casting long shadows across sheets of paper that remain stubbornly blank.

Edna stares at them, pencil trembling between her fingers.

She used to draw for hours — whole worlds blooming beneath her hands.
Landscapes, portraits, little moments that caught light and emotion the way only she could.
Back when her mind was clear.
Back when she believed memory was a thing that stayed.

Now she sits in that quiet room, the present slipping like water through her fingers, and searches — desperately — for Henry’s face.

“Come on,” she whispers to the page. “Just… come back to me.”

She tries to sketch the curve of his jaw.
A line.
Another.
But they waver, uncertain, like she’s drawing fog instead of a man.

And then she stops. The image won’t hold.

Henry’s smile?
Was it crooked on the left… or was that her imagination?
His eyes — were they brown? Green? Gray?
Did he have laugh lines? Did he laugh at all?

Her breath hitches.
The pencil drops from her hand, rolling across the table and falling to the floor with a small, cruel clink.

Edna closes her eyes, pressing her palms to her temples.

Fragments swirl around her — pieces of memories that refuse to come together.

Henry at the beach.
Henry pouring coffee.
Henry shouting.
Henry dancing with her once — or was that someone else?
Henry’s hand slipping from hers.
Henry’s hand reaching toward her.
Henry on the kitchen floor.
Henry in the diner, smiling like a man she almost remembers.

None of them stay.

Her heart squeezes.

“I used to know you,” she murmurs to the empty room. “I knew every line of your face.”

A canvas on the wall stares back at her — incomplete, half-formed, a painted man with no features. Just a shadow of where eyes and a mouth should be.

The spider’s web flashes in her mind — the one she’d seen in her drifting visions — threads cutting through memories, stealing pieces she wasn’t ready to lose.

She opens her eyes and forces herself to pick up the pencil again. Her hand shakes, but she steadies it on the edge of the table.

One more try.

A soft line.
A gentle curve.
Maybe a cheekbone.
A hint of a brow.

She draws slowly, coaxing Henry back from the ether, pulling him from the fog the way she used to pull landscapes from blank paper.

For a flicker of a second, his face seems to emerge.

And then—
just as she tries to capture the eyes—

the image fades, dissolving into meaningless lines.

“No,” she whispers. “Please. Not yet.”

Her vision blurs. The rain tapping against her window in another room bleeds into the present moment, filling the silence with a soft, rhythmic ache.

Edna bows her head, her gray hair falling around her face like a collapsing curtain.

She is an artist trapped in the ruins of her own mind, reaching for a man who is no longer alive — and who she can no longer fully remember.

Yet she keeps trying.

Because something in her — something small, stubborn, and deeply human — believes that if she can just draw him perfectly once more, she might pull him back into clarity, into truth, into her arms again.

But the spider is patient.
And her memory is fraying.

Still, Edna lifts her pencil.

“Just one more line,” she whispers.

And she begins to draw Henry again,
hoping this time
he will stay.

 

Thursday, November 27, 2025

Endlessly Alive

On a fog-wrapped hillside
an ancient tree stands rooted in the hush,
its branches drifting into cloud
like thoughts that never needed words.

No past tugs at its bark,
no future leans toward its leaves—
only the vastness of being,
quiet and unconcerned.

Mist threads through its limbs,
a slow dance of nothing in particular,
softening age into presence.

Here, the world forgets to hurry.
Here, the tree forgets to be anything
but itself—
whole, weathered,
and endlessly alive
in the silence of the hill.

 

Wednesday, November 26, 2025

A Teapot Waits

On a wooden shelf
a teapot waits—
quiet, still, forgotten by the hurried day.

Its clay remembers warm hands,
its spout the gentle arc of pouring,
its belly the rise of fragrant steam.

Yet it asks for nothing.
Purpose, like water, comes in its own time.

For now it rests,
glazed in afternoon light,
a vessel of patience.

And when the moment arrives—
when someone lifts the lid
to breathe in possibility—
the teapot will pour
exactly what it was meant to give.

 

Tuesday, November 25, 2025

Holding It All

Life is a mirror—
quiet, unassuming,
catching the shape of what we are.

In its stillness stands a bonsai tree,
twisted by years,
softened by patience,
a universe held in a palm of green.

Behind it, candles of time flicker,
each flame a season,
each glow a memory
leaning gently toward the next.

Nothing rushes.
Nothing insists.

Peace is simply this moment—
the tree, the light,
the mirror holding it all
without needing to change a thing.

 

Monday, November 24, 2025

One Unfolding

The universe keeps its own rhythm—
a pulse older than breath,
soft as a forgotten song.

At dusk, the Geisha steps into the empty village,
her footsteps falling like gentle percussion
on the worn wooden path.

Cherry blossoms drift around her,
petals swirling in time
with a music only silence knows.

No lantern glows,
no voice calls her name—
yet the whole world moves with her,
each motion a note,
each pause a prayer.

In this quiet dance
between evening and night,
she becomes part of the rhythm,
and the rhythm becomes her—
two motions,
one unfolding.

 

Sunday, November 23, 2025

The Weaver of Forgetting

The diner lights flickered—once, twice—then steadied into a dim amber glow, as though the bulbs themselves were growing tired.

Edna blinked. Something had changed.

Henry’s face was softening at the edges, colors bleeding outward like wet paint. His smile wavered, then smeared into something pale and shapeless. She reached for him, but her hand passed through a haze, as though he were made of steam.

“Henry?” she whispered.

He didn’t answer. His outline thinned, dissolving grain by grain, as though someone were erasing him from a sketch.

The jukebox crackled. The air grew colder.

Edna’s breath hitched as she looked down at her drink. The amber liquid rippled—no one had touched it, yet the surface trembled. A shape slowly broke through, black and spindly, rising with deliberate, uncanny grace.

A spider.

Its legs unfolded one at a time, delicate and terrible, glistening as though coated in the same rain that battered the world outside. It crawled up the rim of her glass and paused, its body pulsing with impossible clarity.

Edna stared, frozen.

Somewhere deep in her fading mind, she understood: she had been watching this spider for years without knowing it. The weaver of her thoughts. The thief of her memories. The quiet architect spinning her life into thin silken threads, each one snapping as soon as she reached for it.

Behind her, a web shimmered into being—vast, shimmering, beautiful. And broken. Strands connecting moments that didn’t belong together. Threads leading nowhere. Gaps where entire years should have been.

In that trembling web, she saw pieces of herself:
A wedding veil.
A falling teacup.
Henry on the kitchen floor.
The diner booth.
A child’s hand on rainy glass.
A fireplace that never was.

All floating separately, none connected.

She looked back to the spider. It stared at her—if spiders could stare—with a patient, ancient stillness, as though waiting for her to acknowledge it.

“You,” she breathed, her voice cracking. “You’re the one… taking everything.”

The spider tilted its tiny head, as if considering her words.

Behind it, Henry flickered once more—just a ghost now, a smear of color, a figure half-trapped in the silk of the fading web. He seemed to reach out, but his arm dissolved, scattering like dust on a breeze.

“Henry!” Edna cried.

The spider twitched. A single thread snapped with a soft, crystalline sound. Henry’s shape warped… then vanished entirely.

Edna’s heart clenched in her chest. Tears blurred her vision. She swayed in her seat, unsure if she was sitting in a diner or her living room or nowhere at all.

The spider crawled closer to her hand, its tiny feet tapping gently against her skin. Not painful. Not threatening. Just… there.

The weaver of forgetting.
The gentle thief.

Edna drew in a shaky breath.

“I don’t want to forget him,” she whispered. “Not all of him.”

But the spider was already spinning, delicate threads drifting into the air, catching her memories like fireflies. Edna watched them slip away—Henry’s laugh, their first dance, the smell of his shirts, the world they once shared.

Her tears dripped into the drink, rippling what was left of the moment.

And the diner began to dissolve around her—walls bending, light melting, everything thinning into the soft, endless gray of rain.

Edna reached out helplessly, trying to grasp any of it—Henry, the diner, her past—but her fingers closed around nothing.

Just mist.
Just memory.
Just the faint tick of the spider weaving her world smaller and smaller.

Until she was once again at her window, rain falling, the room dim, the urn silent.

And the spider, invisible now, continued its quiet work in the corners of her mind, pulling threads she could no longer see.

 

Saturday, November 22, 2025

Like a Raindrop

Edna no longer knew what was real and what wasn’t.
The rain outside her window might’ve been minutes old or decades; she had no concept of today or tomorrow, no thread to tie one moment to the next. She drifted as loosely as the raindrops sliding down the glass — here for a second, gone the next.

And in that drifting, she slipped back into the diner.

This time, it felt warmer than ever. The lights were soft, glowing like memories polished smooth by years of longing. The world outside the windows was nothing but darkness and rain — a quiet void where reality couldn’t reach her.

Henry sat across from her again, smiling the way she always wished he would: gently, with a kind of softened gratitude that had never quite existed in their real life. His shoulders relaxed, his eyes warm, his voice calm as he raised his glass toward her.

“To us,” he said softly.

Edna lifted her cocktail — something sweet and amber — and their glasses touched with a soft chime that felt like a moment suspended in time. No arguments, no disappointments, no old wounds hidden under daily routines. Just two seniors sharing a quiet miracle of peace.

She laughed, unexpectedly, the sound light and girlish. “Imagine us, Henry,” she said, shaking her head. “Having cocktails in a diner at our age.”

He winked. “Better late than never.”

The jukebox played a slow tune behind them — something familiar, though she couldn’t place the decade. Maybe the sixties. Maybe the forties. Maybe it wasn’t from any decade at all.

For a few moments, they simply sat together. Edna watched the way his hand wrapped easily around the glass, the way his shoulders rose in a comfortable breath, the way he looked at her — really looked, with nothing hidden or withheld.

She felt warm.
Safe.
Home.

But beneath that warmth, in the quiet pit of her stomach, something twisted gently.

It wasn’t real — this place, this Henry, this perfect moment.

She knew that.

This was the Henry she’d wanted, not the one she’d lived with. This was the healing they never reached, the forgiveness they never shared. This was a night that had no date, a memory that belonged to no year.

“Henry,” she whispered, fingers trembling around her glass. “Is this… is this really happening?”

His smile faltered for the first time. Just a flicker — a small shadow crossing his features like a cloud drifting over the sun.

“Does it matter?” he asked softly.

Edna looked around the diner — at the glowing lights, the warm air, the faceless waitress pouring coffee behind the counter. Everything was too soft, too clean, too gentle.

It was beautiful.
And it was false.

“I wish it were real,” she said, her voice cracking.

Henry reached across the table, his hand warm as it covered hers. “It feels real, doesn’t it?”

She nodded. A tear slipped down her cheek.

“It does,” she whispered. “But I know it’s not.”

He didn’t deny it. He simply squeezed her hand, his thumb brushing her knuckles with a tenderness that broke her heart all over again.

“You’re here,” he said. “I’m here. For now, that’s enough.”

She closed her eyes, letting the moment wash over her like the rain she couldn’t escape. For a heartbeat — or a lifetime — she allowed herself to believe in this soft, impossible happiness.

When she opened her eyes again, Henry was still there, smiling that gentle smile.

The rain outside the diner windows fell in steady, silver sheets, blurring everything beyond.

And Edna stayed — suspended in a moment that didn’t exist, clinging to a man who wasn’t living, sharing a joy that had never happened.

A fragile happiness, drifting like a raindrop.

 

Friday, November 21, 2025

Across the Digital Void

 

Silen froze.

He had been standing at the edge of the ruins, dust swirling around his boots, staring at the skeletal skyline of Los Angeles. Smoke rose from old fractures in the earth, and distant lightning flickered across the sky.

He blinked.

The world… paused.

A sensation hit him—not a sound, not a sight. Something deeper.

A signal.

It resonated in his bones, a low harmonic that sat beneath normal hearing, something ancient, something familiar. His breath caught. He tried to step forward—

And couldn’t.

His limbs refused the command.

He stood locked in place, paralyzed without pain, as if his body were nothing more than a paused frame in a film. His vision fuzzed around the edges. Static. Lines of unreadable symbols floated for a moment across his sight like reflections on glass—gone before he could focus on them.

Am I dreaming? Dead? Or… something else?

The hum grew louder inside his skull.

He tried to shout Maren’s name, but no sound escaped. His jaw didn’t move.

Then—
A flash.

He didn’t see Maren, but he felt her presence. Like a warm pulse, a recognition. As if some hidden system had pinged a connection between them.

Images flooded through his immobilized mind:

A blue cathedral.
Blurred strangers walking in unison.
A shimmering doorway.
A lantern dissolving into light.

His heart surged.

Then something deeper cracked open—a memory he had never lived, yet somehow remembered:

SEARCHING…
SUBJECT: SILEN—CONNECTION FOUND
SYNCHRONIZATION INITIATED

His breath hitched as reality glitched.

The ruins of Los Angeles flickered into a digital void for a fraction of a second—grids replacing rubble, floating coordinates replacing broken buildings—then snapped back.

Lightning struck the distant skyline.

The paralysis broke.

Silen collapsed to his knees, gasping as if he’d surfaced from underwater. His vision cleared in slow, painful pulses.

She was alive.
She had crossed something.
And now something was changing—accelerating.

The air around him felt charged, aware, watching.

Silen whispered to the stormed horizon:

“Maren… where are you?”

And for a moment—
just one—
the world answered back with a whisper inside his mind:

REUNION PENDING.

The hum faded.

But the connection did not.

Thursday, November 20, 2025

The World Inverted

Maren stepped forward.

The blue-lit cathedral shivered around her as though exhaling. The silent strangers parted, creating a narrow path to the threshold. Each footfall echoed too loudly—like her steps were being amplified by an unseen system. Her lantern flickered in glitching bursts of light, its flame stretching into strange geometric shapes before snapping back.

At the doorway, the world wavered.

One moment: sunlit grass, wind brushing green hills.
The next: a black digital grid stretching to infinity.

She lifted her hand and touched the shimmering divide.

It felt like water, then glass, then nothing at all.

The hum grew deafening.

And then—the world inverted.

Maren stumbled through the threshold as gravity seemed to peel sideways. Her lantern ripped from her hand, dissolving into blue shards of light. For a heartbeat, she fell upward, downward, sideways—she couldn’t tell.

And then she landed.