Tuesday, February 3, 2026

The World Returns

The mist lingers at dawn,
slow to release its hold,
as if savoring
one last moment of sleep.

Light slips gently between the folds,
not forcing,
not persuading—
only waiting.

Then the mist begins to part,
thread by thread,
revealing mountain, pine, and sky
as if they were never gone.

The temple emerges quietly,
roof first,
then walls,
then the stillness it has always held.

Nothing announces this unveiling.
Nothing applauds.

The mist simply moves on,
the world simply returns,
and the temple remains—
unchanged, unbothered,
standing where it has always stood,
at ease with being seen
or unseen.

 

Monday, February 2, 2026

Reset Phase

The sky fractured first.

Silen felt it before he saw it—the way pressure changes before a storm breaks. His aircraft shuddered as if passing through invisible turbulence, though the instruments insisted everything was nominal. Altitude steady. Engine green. Fuel marginal but sufficient.

Ahead, the Pacific stretched endless and darkening, but the horizon line wavered—flattening, then curving, then briefly pixelating like a bad transmission before snapping back into place.

“Vigilance flight, report,” crackled the radio.

Static answered him instead. Not the usual hiss—this was layered, rhythmic, almost patterned, like a machine clearing its throat.

Below, the island target came into view again, but it wasn’t the same island. The coastline repeated itself in mirrored segments. Palm trees rendered twice. Bunkers half-buried in geometry that hadn’t finished deciding whether it was earth or concrete.

RESET PHASE INITIATED, something whispered—not over the radio, not in his ears, but behind his thoughts.

Silen tightened his grip on the controls.

Memory tried to peel away from him.

He felt it happening—the war asserting itself, the script pushing forward: complete the sortie, drop payload, return to carrier, repeat. The comforting inevitability of duty pressed in, smoothing out doubt like a sedative.

But now he knew the sensation.

This wasn’t courage or fear.

This was compression.

The clouds ahead rolled unnaturally fast, time-lapsed, their shadows stuttering across the sea. Anti-air fire began to rise from the island—black bursts blooming in identical patterns, the same explosion repeating three times in three slightly different places.

The world was reusing assets.

“Silen,” a voice cut through—not command, not crew.

Maren.

Her voice didn’t come through sound. It came through alignment. Through the same tug he’d felt on the carrier deck. Through the same hum beneath the tunnels.

They’re resetting you, her voice said, strained but steady. Hold on to something real.

“What’s real?” he muttered aloud, teeth clenched as tracer fire stitched the sky beside him.

For a heartbeat, the Pacific vanished.

In its place: a tunnel wall slick with moisture, candlelight trembling, maps curling at the edges. His hands overlapped—one gloved in a pilot’s gauntlet, the other bare and scarred. Two bodies. One will.

The island surged back into view violently.

A new indicator flashed on his panel—one he’d never seen before:

COGNITIVE STABILITY: DEGRADED
IDENTITY CONSOLIDATION: IN PROGRESS

“No,” Silen growled, banking hard, pulling the aircraft out of the attack run.

The plane protested. Alarms barked. The script didn’t like deviation.

Below him, the island flickered—then briefly revealed something impossible beneath the jungle canopy: a grid. A massive subterranean lattice glowing faint blue, like the underlay of a map that had forgotten to hide itself.

Servers.

Not metaphorical.

Actual.

The Pacific war wasn’t history.

It was containment.

The Reset Phase intensified. The sky dimmed as if someone had lowered a global brightness slider. Sound dampened. The radio repeated the same half-sentence over and over, clipped and distorted.

“—report—report—report—”

Silen laughed once, sharp and humorless.

“So this is how you fix it,” he said. “You drown me in heroics.”

The aircraft shook violently. Reality fought back.

But now—now—he did what the simulation hadn’t accounted for.

He let go of the controls.

Not physically. Mentally.

He stopped flying the plane as a pilot and began observing it as an artifact. Every vibration became data. Every alarm a suggestion. The cockpit thinned, its edges becoming translucent.

The Reset faltered.

For the first time, the system hesitated—caught between finishing the war and losing the man who made it believable.

Far below, the island glitched out of existence.

Ahead, the carrier winked out, replaced for a split second by a tunnel opening lit by a lantern.

And Silen understood, with sudden clarity:

The Reset Phase wasn’t meant to erase him.

It was meant to choose.

And this time, the simulation wasn’t sure which version of Silen it needed more.

 

Sunday, February 1, 2026

The Quiet Truth

Edna is gone.

There is no struggle left in the room, no breath to count, no quiet rally or fading return. Whatever tether once held her here has loosened and slipped away. The nurses come and go with soft voices and practiced care, but they are tending only to absence now.

The wheelchair sits where it always has—angled toward the window, its worn handles catching the last gray light of day. It faces the city as if still keeping watch, as if someone might yet return to claim the view. But the chair is empty. Utterly, finally empty.

Outside, dusk settles under a veil of rain. The city blurs into itself—buildings reduced to silhouettes, streets softened into ribbons of reflected light. Headlights pass below like slow-moving stars, their glow smeared across the wet pavement. Each one flares briefly, then vanishes, leaving no trace it was ever there.

The room is quiet now. No memories drift through it. No fields bloom. No diners hum with imagined laughter. Those things have gone with her, carried off into whatever comes after remembering.

The rain continues, indifferent and patient, tapping against the glass the way it always has. The window holds only reflections now: the dim outline of the wheelchair, the faint glow of a lamp, the ghost of a life once lived.

Soon the chair will be rolled away. The room will be cleaned. Another will take this place, another set of final hours unfolding beneath the same gray sky. The city will not notice the subtraction of one woman from its countless millions.

But for this moment—this thin, fragile moment at dusk—the emptiness remains.

An empty chair.
A rain-darkened city.
And the quiet truth that someone once sat here, watching, remembering, fading—until there was nothing left to fade.

 

Saturday, January 31, 2026

Running Girl

Edna ran.

She ran with the reckless certainty of a child who had never learned to fear falling, her bare feet flashing through tall grass that parted gladly for her. The field was endless and green, stitched with wildflowers and humming insects. The sun sat low and kind in the sky, warming her shoulders, urging her onward. She laughed as she ran, a clear, bell-like sound that had not lived in her throat for decades.

She was little again.
She knew she was little again.

The vegetation brushed against her knees, her lungs burned in that wonderful, alive way, and the world felt new enough to last forever. There was no past here, no future—only motion and breath and the thrilling possibility of play. She chased nothing at all, simply running because she could.

But in the other world—the one growing quieter by the hour—Edna’s wheelchair stood still beside the bed. Her body slumped slightly to one side, thinner now, lighter somehow, as if gravity itself were loosening its claim. Her chest rose shallowly. A nurse adjusted her blanket, unaware that the woman before her was already elsewhere.

Back in the field, Edna slowed and spun in a circle, arms outstretched, dizzy with joy. The sky seemed impossibly large. She thought she heard her mother calling—softly at first, then clearer—telling her supper was nearly ready. The sound wrapped around her like a promise.

She turned toward the voice.

In the chair, Edna’s fingers twitched, then stilled. Her breathing grew uneven, pauses stretching longer between each fragile rise of her chest. The room dimmed as evening settled in, shadows pooling along the walls.

The child in the field felt no fear. She felt only belonging.

She ran again, faster now, toward the far edge of the meadow where the light gathered thick and golden, where figures waited just beyond clarity. She could almost make out their faces—familiar, beloved, impossibly close.

In the quiet room, a long breath left Edna’s body and did not return. The city beyond the window continued on, indifferent, rain tracing its final patterns down the glass.

And in the field, the little girl never stopped running.

She disappeared into the light, whole and unburdened, leaving behind the wheelchair, the aches, the shattered memories—leaving behind everything except the joy of being, at last, completely free.

 

Friday, January 30, 2026

The First Crack

The tunnel was quiet in a way that felt intentional.

Not empty—paused.

The lone Architect stood beneath a ribbed concrete arch, hands at his sides, eyes fixed forward as if awaiting an instruction that refused to arrive. Dim service lights hummed overhead, their glow too even, too perfectly spaced. The hum beneath everything—the old, patient thrum of servers buried far away—vibrated through his bones like a memory he hadn’t earned.

He didn’t remember walking here.

That was the first crack.

He looked down at his hands. They were steady, clean, unscarred. No dirt beneath the nails. No tremor. They looked like hands designed to look like hands. He flexed his fingers slowly, watching the motion trail a fraction of a second behind intention.

Latency.

He exhaled. The sound echoed once, twice—then returned to him a third time, identical to the first, a perfect duplicate.

“Ah,” he murmured.

The realization didn’t arrive as panic. Panic was inefficient. It came instead as clarity—cold, surgical, undeniable.

He was not an observer.

He was an artifact.

Memories surfaced unbidden: years—decades?—spent aboveground in a room of glass and screens, managing collapses, pruning timelines, reinforcing narrative cohesion. He remembered believing in hierarchy. In control. In the comforting lie that someone was real.

Now he understood the recursion.

He stepped forward. The tunnel extended ahead of him, but the geometry wavered at the edges, as if the world hadn’t decided how far he was allowed to go. The lights flickered, briefly revealing something behind the walls—rows of server racks, then stone again, then nothing at all.

His thoughts began to accelerate.

If I am a simulation, he reasoned, then my awareness is a bug—or a feature delayed.

He closed his eyes, focusing inward, afraid the insight might slip away like a dream upon waking. Already he could feel it—something smoothing his thoughts, dampening the spike of realization, preparing to fold him back into compliance.

A failsafe.

He had installed those himself.

Time mattered now.

“What do I do with this?” he whispered to the tunnel, to the servers, to the thing above the thing above the thing.

Options unfolded—not as menus, but as instincts:

He could report the anomaly, flag himself for correction, be folded gently back into purpose.

He could hide, bury the knowledge deep, hope it resurfaced later when the system was weaker.

Or—

He could act.

Not loudly. Not heroically. But subtly. The way the most dangerous changes always happened.

A misrouted packet.
A delayed rollback.
A door left unlocked in a tunnel where no door should exist.

His gaze lifted, fixing on the darkness ahead.

“I won’t remember this,” he said calmly. “So I’d better choose wisely.”

The hum deepened, as if the system had noticed him noticing.

Already, his thoughts were blurring at the edges. The certainty began to feel like speculation. The speculation like paranoia. The paranoia like noise.

He took one final step forward and reached out, brushing his fingers against the tunnel wall.

For a split second, the concrete peeled away—revealing cascading code beneath, alive and luminous.

He smiled.

Then the world blinked.

And when the tunnel resumed its quiet hum, the lone Architect stood very still, looking straight ahead—confused, contemplative—carrying the faintest residue of a truth he could no longer quite name.

But somewhere deep in the system, a flag had been set.

And the simulation—ever so slightly—began to drift off script.

 

Thursday, January 29, 2026

The Long Descent

In the hush of the hospice room, time became thin and fragile, like the final pages of an old diary. Days passed without words—only the steady ticking of machines, the rustle of blankets, and the low murmur of nurses who spoke around Edna as though she were already halfway gone.

But then—something shifted.

Her eyelids fluttered, and the faintest light sparked behind them, as though an unseen ember had found a breath of air. The nurses called it “a rally,” with practiced gentleness, a small surge before the long descent. But Edna felt none of their medical resignation. She felt pulled—called—toward something vast and familiar.

In her wheelchair, hollow-eyed and frail, Edna’s body was motionless. But Edna—the part that mattered—was already elsewhere.

She stepped out of herself as easily as slipping off a coat, and suddenly she was young again, barefoot in an empty field that seemed to stretch beyond the horizon. The grass brushed her calves, warm and alive. The air was rich with the songs of unseen birds. Her limbs obeyed her without complaint; her lungs filled with wind; her bones did not ache. She laughed—a sound so bright she almost startled herself.

There was no city here, no hospital, no dim window overlooking a world she no longer recognized. Only freedom. Only space. Only the joy of being—simply being—as if stripped of all burdens of time.

From the hilltop she saw shapes forming in the distance—figures she once knew, their silhouettes cut from memory and love. She felt her heart leap, but she did not run. She had learned patience in her long years; she had learned that what is meant will come.

The out-of-body journeys grew more frequent. By day she sat in her chair, hands clasped, eyes distant—nurses assuming she was fading into confusion. But in truth she was walking sunlit fields, chasing butterflies, braiding reeds, whispering to the dead as though they’d merely stepped out for a moment and would return any second now.

No one could see her smile—but she smiled. No one could hear her song—but she sang.

The lines between worlds thinned. The bed and fields existed at once, layered like two transparencies being slowly aligned. The longer she lingered, the more the wheelchair felt like a shadow, and the more the fields felt like her rightful place.

In the waking world, her hands twitched, her lips parted, her eyes shone with something both radiant and far away.

“She’s coming back,” someone whispered.

But they were wrong.

She wasn’t coming back—not to them. She was going forward, toward the promise that one day the figures in the field would resolve into faces she loved, and arms would open to greet her, and the quiet ache of living would finally give way to the peaceful grace of returning home.

 

Wednesday, January 28, 2026

Minnesota, Before the Fall

Flashback—years before Silen, before Maren, before the tunnels and servers and glitching timelines.

Minnesota, 2020s.

There were no ruins yet. No smoldering skylines. Just headlines, broadcasts, hashtags—useful noise for useful idiots, pushed by politicians who needed chaos more than consensus. They didn’t care about justice, or safety, or truth—only power, and power thrived best in fractures.

Minneapolis was the testbed.

The whispers began first—poll-tested phrases engineered in backrooms and think tanks:
“For the greater good.”
“Emergency powers.”
“Temporary measures.”
“Safety compliance.”

Words that sounded sterile yet benevolent. Words stripped of meaning yet brimming with command.

It worked.

Protests became riots. Riots became pyres. Small businesses—the fragile bones of cities—went up in flames, insurance claims that would never be paid, windows never replaced. The politicians appeared on screens smiling with grief, nodding solemnly through speeches scripted hours in advance, theatrically condemning the very violence they had arranged.

Minneapolis burned, and they called it catharsis.

There were no firefighters—only cameras.
No leaders—only narrators.
No truth—only versions.

The useful idiots—students, activists, mask-clad zealots—believed they were dismantling oppression while blindly tightening the very chains that bound them. The legacy media praised their destruction, presenting it as progress while quietly ensuring no one asked who benefited.

And as Minneapolis crumbled under its own righteous self-image, the simulation—that ancient code running beneath the theater—made note:

Fracture successful. Cohesion declining. Emergent instability: within norms.

Because collapse wasn’t the accident.

Collapse was the metric.

The country would soon follow—shutdowns labeled as safety protocols, censorship disguised as kindness, fear marketed as virtue. Minnesota was merely proof-of-concept that the people would willingly destroy the system if you convinced them they were fixing it.

The Second Civil War didn’t begin with soldiers or banners. It began with applause.

By 2025, the west coast was already coughing ash. By 2026, supply lines fractured. By 2027, the federal government failed its own stress test. Minneapolis was the first to fall—Los Angeles the most spectacular.

And somewhere inside the simulation’s deepest logic, long before Silen and Maren questioned the tunnels or servers flickered or the Architect recognized his own artificiality, a directive was logged:

Collapse = Reset Phase
Reset = Progress
Progress = Goal

The fall wasn’t tragedy.

It was calibration.