Showing posts with label Art. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Art. Show all posts

Friday, November 28, 2025

Trapped in the Ruins

Today we find Edna in a different moment of her unraveling life —
not in the diner, not by the rain-lit window —
but somewhere farther back, or sideways, in the blurred corridors of her memory.

She sits at her old drawing table.

The one she once loved.
The one with the faint paint stains and charcoal smudges from a younger, more certain time.
The lamp glows dimly over her hunched shoulders, casting long shadows across sheets of paper that remain stubbornly blank.

Edna stares at them, pencil trembling between her fingers.

She used to draw for hours — whole worlds blooming beneath her hands.
Landscapes, portraits, little moments that caught light and emotion the way only she could.
Back when her mind was clear.
Back when she believed memory was a thing that stayed.

Now she sits in that quiet room, the present slipping like water through her fingers, and searches — desperately — for Henry’s face.

“Come on,” she whispers to the page. “Just… come back to me.”

She tries to sketch the curve of his jaw.
A line.
Another.
But they waver, uncertain, like she’s drawing fog instead of a man.

And then she stops. The image won’t hold.

Henry’s smile?
Was it crooked on the left… or was that her imagination?
His eyes — were they brown? Green? Gray?
Did he have laugh lines? Did he laugh at all?

Her breath hitches.
The pencil drops from her hand, rolling across the table and falling to the floor with a small, cruel clink.

Edna closes her eyes, pressing her palms to her temples.

Fragments swirl around her — pieces of memories that refuse to come together.

Henry at the beach.
Henry pouring coffee.
Henry shouting.
Henry dancing with her once — or was that someone else?
Henry’s hand slipping from hers.
Henry’s hand reaching toward her.
Henry on the kitchen floor.
Henry in the diner, smiling like a man she almost remembers.

None of them stay.

Her heart squeezes.

“I used to know you,” she murmurs to the empty room. “I knew every line of your face.”

A canvas on the wall stares back at her — incomplete, half-formed, a painted man with no features. Just a shadow of where eyes and a mouth should be.

The spider’s web flashes in her mind — the one she’d seen in her drifting visions — threads cutting through memories, stealing pieces she wasn’t ready to lose.

She opens her eyes and forces herself to pick up the pencil again. Her hand shakes, but she steadies it on the edge of the table.

One more try.

A soft line.
A gentle curve.
Maybe a cheekbone.
A hint of a brow.

She draws slowly, coaxing Henry back from the ether, pulling him from the fog the way she used to pull landscapes from blank paper.

For a flicker of a second, his face seems to emerge.

And then—
just as she tries to capture the eyes—

the image fades, dissolving into meaningless lines.

“No,” she whispers. “Please. Not yet.”

Her vision blurs. The rain tapping against her window in another room bleeds into the present moment, filling the silence with a soft, rhythmic ache.

Edna bows her head, her gray hair falling around her face like a collapsing curtain.

She is an artist trapped in the ruins of her own mind, reaching for a man who is no longer alive — and who she can no longer fully remember.

Yet she keeps trying.

Because something in her — something small, stubborn, and deeply human — believes that if she can just draw him perfectly once more, she might pull him back into clarity, into truth, into her arms again.

But the spider is patient.
And her memory is fraying.

Still, Edna lifts her pencil.

“Just one more line,” she whispers.

And she begins to draw Henry again,
hoping this time
he will stay.

 

Wednesday, June 26, 2024

As I Fade Away

Will you remember me
when I'm scattered to the wind,
just bits of broken memory
on a road of forgetting I'm destined?
Oh, will you remember for me
my history that's taken wing
and left me alone and empty,
a fading melody, no lyrics to sing?
Oh please, remember my history,
the colors that painted my past,
the strokes of joy and misery,
in a gallery that couldn't last.

Will you see the art in me,
the canvas of my soul's design,
the brushstrokes wild and free,
crafted with passion, love, and time?
My heart, a palette of dreams,
each hue a story to be told,
a spectrum of life's extremes,
in vibrant reds and melancholic gold.

As the sculptor's hands carve clay,
molding life from the shapeless dust,
so did I, in my own humble way,
create beauty in the name of trust.
In the tapestry of the night,
stars stitched with threads of light,
I wove my hopes and fears,
a masterpiece of countless years.

When my colors start to fade,
and the frame begins to rust,
will you recall the art I made,
and see my spirit in the dust?
Oh, will you remember me,
the artist who dared to dream,
whose life was a symphony,
a melody in the eternal stream?

Will you cherish the legacy
of an artist's fleeting grace,
a story etched in memory,
a portrait time cannot erase?
Oh please, remember my history,
the gallery of my heart,
the echoes of my artistry,
in the silence, my living art.

 

Tuesday, July 25, 2023

A state of mind

In the heart of a magical realm, where reality and dreams intertwined, there existed a wondrous land where imagination was set free, and creativity knew no bounds. This realm, known as "Veridopia," was a place where colors danced in the air, and every corner was adorned with fantastical wonders.

In Veridopia, the sky was a canvas of swirling hues, painted with every shade of blue, pink, and gold. Sunsets were a daily spectacle, with the sun melting into the horizon, casting a vibrant array of colors across the heavens. Each sunrise was a celebration of hope and renewal, as the sky blazed with warm oranges, purples, and pinks, awakening the land below with a soft, golden touch.

The inhabitants of Veridopia were a diverse tapestry of beings. Joyful creatures roamed freely, each embodying a unique blend of whimsy and charm. There were the Harmonious Humms, small, winged beings whose melodies could mend broken hearts and inspire the grumpiest souls to dance with delight. The Luminari, sentient stars that twinkled in the night sky, showering the world below with their shimmering stardust, filling the dreams of dreamers with enchantment.

In Veridopia, the landscape seemed to change according to the desires of its inhabitants. Sparkling waterfalls cascaded down vibrant mountains, their waters reflecting the colors of the sky. Meadows of luminescent flowers swayed in harmony with the breeze, spreading a delightful fragrance that uplifted the spirits of those who wandered by.

Creativity was the lifeblood of Veridopia. In every nook and cranny, grand sculptures and intricate murals adorned the streets, crafted by the hands of artists who drew inspiration from the magical energy that permeated the air. The architecture of the land was a testament to the boundless imagination of its inhabitants - buildings curved and twisted in surreal shapes, with doors that led to unexpected places and secret gardens where laughter echoed through the air.

In this wonderland, humans who stumbled upon its borders were welcomed with open arms, their hearts immediately lifted by the infectious joy that permeated every fiber of Veridopia. As they embraced the whimsical nature of the realm, their own imaginations sparked to life. They painted, danced, sang, and wrote with newfound fervor, tapping into their deepest wells of creativity.

In Veridopia, time seemed to lose its meaning. Days merged into nights as celebrations and festivals filled the calendar. Each event was a kaleidoscope of colors, sounds, and tastes, where laughter echoed, and friendships were forged over shared moments of joy.

The essence of Veridopia was simple yet profound - a world where the shackles of practicality and mundanity were cast aside, allowing the human spirit to soar, unburdened and free. It was a testament to the incredible power of creativity, and in this vibrant land, the only limit was the extent of one's own imagination.

In the end, Veridopia became more than just a realm; it became a state of mind, a beacon of inspiration for all who longed to embrace the magic of boundless creativity and be overwhelmed with pure, unadulterated joy in a colorful world of their own making.

 


Wednesday, July 5, 2023

Within and Without

In the depths of self, seek the emptiness that unravels the tapestry of existence. What lies beyond the veils of perception? 

A seeker, like a drop merging with the vast ocean, yearns to know the essence that binds all things. In silence, where stillness dances with eternity, where is the emptiness that explains all? 

Look within, beyond the ebb and flow of thoughts and desires, past the cacophony of emotions that stir the surface. There, in the quietude of the void, resides the secret of interconnection.

But beware the treacherous illusions that cling like shadows, obscuring the truth. Embrace the emptiness without grasping, for it slips through the fingers of comprehension.

The universe weaves a tapestry of paradoxes, and within emptiness lies infinite potential. In nothingness, all becomes possible—a gateway to the profound wisdom that illuminates the path.

Thus, in the search for meaning, relinquish the need to understand, and instead, surrender to the emptiness that permeates all things. In this surrender, find the answer that cannot be spoken, only experienced.

 

Monday, June 12, 2023

Our inner cat

The mystical cat, well-versed in Zen philosophy, imparts the following advice for humanity:

1. Embrace the present moment: The cat encourages humanity to be fully present in each moment. Let go of worries about the past or the future and focus on experiencing and appreciating the here and now.

2. Find stillness within: The cat emphasizes the importance of inner stillness and silence. Take time for solitude and introspection to connect with your true self. In the midst of chaos, seek the calmness within you.

3. Accept the impermanence of life: The cat reminds humanity that everything in life is transient. Change is inevitable, so learn to let go of attachments and find peace in the ever-flowing nature of existence.

4. Cultivate mindfulness: The cat encourages the practice of mindfulness in all aspects of life. Be fully aware of your thoughts, feelings, and actions, and engage with each moment with clarity and intention.

5. Embrace simplicity: The cat advises humanity to simplify their lives. Let go of unnecessary possessions, desires, and distractions. By embracing simplicity, one can find clarity, focus, and a deeper appreciation for what truly matters.

6. Nurture interconnectedness: The cat reminds humanity that all beings are interconnected. Treat others with kindness, compassion, and empathy. Recognize the inherent value and interdependence of all living things.

7. Live authentically: The cat encourages humanity to be true to themselves. Follow your inner voice and live in alignment with your values and passions. Embrace your uniqueness and express it fully in the world.

8. Seek wisdom beyond words: The cat reminds humanity that true wisdom lies beyond mere words. Look beyond surface-level knowledge and strive for direct experiences and intuitive understanding.

Remember, the advice of the mystical cat is not meant to be taken literally but rather as metaphoric guidance to cultivate a more mindful, compassionate, and fulfilling existence.

 

Thursday, June 8, 2023

Drift Away

Let us drift away for a moment,
And clear our minds in tranquil flight.
Away from the chaos and the torment,
Into the realm of serenity and light.

Close your eyes and feel the gentle breeze,
As it whispers secrets in our ears.
Let the worries of the world appease,
As we soar above all doubts and fears.

Leave behind the weight of earthly strife,
And embrace the solace of this reprieve.
In this respite, where time is but a fleeting life,
We find solace in the simplicity we receive.

Away, away, we shall wander,
In the realms where dreams reside.
Where thoughts are free to meander,
And the burdens of reality subside.

Through fields of golden blossoms, we'll stroll,
Where every step is bathed in pure delight.
The fragrance of freedom will fill our soul,
As we revel in this sacred flight.

With each breath, inhale the peace,
Exhale the chaos, let it dissipate.
Find solace in the silence's release,
As we let our weary minds abate.

Oh, let us drift away for a moment,
To find harmony within the boundless skies.
Clearing our minds, we become potent,
Renewed spirits, ready to once again rise.

For in these fleeting moments we find,
The strength to face the challenges ahead.
With clarity and peace intertwined,
We emerge, revitalized and spirit-fed.

So let us drift away, my friend,
In this sanctuary, far from the noise.
In stillness, our souls shall mend,
And find serenity amidst the poise.

For a moment, let us drift away,
And clear our minds with tranquil grace.
To return to the world, rejuvenated, we may,
With a newfound clarity and an embrace.

 

Saturday, June 3, 2023

Can you keep a secret?

Once upon a time, in a small village nestled in the heart of a lush green valley, there existed a secret society known as the Exploding Flower. The society was comprised of individuals who possessed unique skills and a deep love for nature.

The members of the Exploding Flower were guardians of the valley's precious flora. They worked diligently, tending to the flowers and plants with great care, ensuring their growth and vitality. But there was one flower, known as the Mystical Blossom, which held a secret power that only the members of the society knew.

The Mystical Blossom had the ability to create beautiful explosions of light and color, like a mesmerizing firework display. Its petals would burst open, releasing a dazzling array of hues that painted the sky with an ethereal glow. However, this secret was closely guarded by the Exploding Flower society, as they believed that the power of the Mystical Blossom should be preserved and shared only with those who were truly deserving.

One day, a young villager named Lily stumbled upon the hidden society while exploring the outskirts of the village. Intrigued by the enchanting beauty of their garden, she observed the members carefully nurturing the flowers and cultivating a sense of harmony with nature. Lily was captivated by their dedication and passion for the flora.

Impressed by her genuine curiosity and respect for nature, the society decided to welcome Lily into their fold. They shared the secret of the Mystical Blossom with her, cautioning her about its immense power and the importance of preserving it. Lily vowed to honor their trust and protect the secret.

As time went by, Lily learned the art of nurturing the flowers and became an integral part of the Exploding Flower society. She developed a deep understanding of the balance between power and responsibility. Lily would spend hours tending to the Mystical Blossom, ensuring its health and happiness.

One fateful evening, a group of outsiders stumbled upon the village, lured by the rumors of the Exploding Flower society and the mystical powers they possessed. Driven by their own desires and greed, they demanded access to the Mystical Blossom, believing it to be the key to their own ambitions.

Recognizing the danger they posed, Lily and the members of the Exploding Flower society stood united in protecting the secret. They refused to surrender the Mystical Blossom, understanding that its power must not fall into the wrong hands.

As the tension reached its peak, the Mystical Blossom, sensing the conflict, burst into an explosion of dazzling light and color. The sky filled with radiant hues, captivating everyone in its beauty. The explosive display served as a reminder to all of the importance of preserving the delicate balance between power and responsibility.

Witnessing the spectacle, the outsiders realized the error of their ways and the folly of their greed. They retreated, humbled by the profound lesson they had just learned. From that day forward, the Exploding Flower society remained vigilant in protecting the Mystical Blossom, ensuring that its power would always be used wisely and for the benefit of all.

And so, the legend of the Exploding Flower and its Mystical Blossom spread far and wide, reminding people of the importance of preserving and respecting the gifts of nature, and the profound responsibility that comes with possessing great power.

 

Sunday, May 21, 2023

The Shadows of Desolation

The once-glorious city of San Francisco lay in ruins, a haunting reminder of the world that was. Streets once filled with bustling crowds and vibrant energy were now desolate and abandoned. The towering skyscrapers, once symbols of prosperity, stood as crumbling monuments to a bygone era. A thick layer of dust and debris covered everything, bearing witness to the passage of time and the relentless march of nature reclaiming its territory.

In this shattered landscape, the survivors navigated the remnants of what was once a thriving metropolis. The air was heavy with a sense of despair, mingling with the acrid smell of decay. Crime and disease had become the new rulers of this fallen kingdom, preying on the weak and vulnerable.

Amidst this bleakness, a small group of individuals had managed to carve out a semblance of a life. They called themselves the Resistance, a ragtag assembly of survivors united by a common purpose: to reclaim their city from the clutches of chaos. Led by Marcus, a former police officer with an unwavering sense of justice, they fought to restore order and hope in a world that seemed determined to snuff out both.

The group had established their headquarters in an abandoned warehouse on the outskirts of the city. It served as a refuge from the lawlessness that had taken hold. Inside, they huddled around a dimly lit table, pouring over maps and documents, seeking any clues that could lead them to a solution.

"Things are getting worse, Marcus," said Lily, a skilled scavenger with a sharp eye for valuable resources. Her voice trembled with a mixture of fear and determination. "The crime rates are skyrocketing, and the diseases... they're spreading faster than we can contain them."

Marcus nodded, his weathered face etched with lines of exhaustion and concern. "I know, Lily. But we can't give up. We have to find a way to push back against the darkness. San Francisco deserves better than this."

His words resonated with the others seated around the table. Sarah, a former nurse, raised her hand, her voice filled with empathy. "We need to establish safe zones, places where people can find shelter and medical assistance. We can't let diseases consume us. We have to fight back."

Marcus leaned back in his chair, contemplating their options. He knew that creating safe zones would be a monumental task, requiring supplies, manpower, and unwavering determination. But he also knew that it was a necessary step towards rebuilding their shattered city.

"Sarah, you're right. We'll start by securing the hospitals and transforming them into safe zones. We'll gather the necessary supplies, recruit more people, and work tirelessly to protect the innocent," Marcus declared, his voice carrying a renewed sense of purpose.

As the meeting adjourned, the members of the Resistance dispersed, each filled with a renewed determination to restore their city to its former glory. They knew the road ahead would be treacherous, filled with danger and uncertainty, but they also knew that the strength of their conviction would guide them through the darkest of times.

In the shadows of desolation, a flicker of hope ignited. The Resistance would fight for justice, and compassion, and for a future where San Francisco would rise from the ashes, a beacon of resilience in a world forever changed.

 

Sunday, May 7, 2023

In Orbit

One day, a student asked their Zen master, "What is the secret to finding inner peace amidst the chaos of life?"

The Zen master replied, "Look to the planets and their orbits for guidance."

Perplexed, the student asked, "How do planets and their orbits relate to inner peace?"

The Zen master explained, "Consider the planets, each following their own path and orbit around the sun. They do not resist or struggle against each other but simply follow their own natural course. In the same way, you too can find inner peace by letting go of the need to control others or to fight against the world around you. Instead, follow your own path and trust in the natural flow of life. Just as the planets find their way through the vast expanse of the universe, so too can you find your way to inner peace."

 

Tuesday, April 25, 2023

Self-Reflection

Zen is a practice that emphasizes mindfulness, self-awareness, and the attainment of inner peace through meditation and other techniques. Abstractly practicing Zen involves cultivating these qualities in your daily life, regardless of whether you are actively meditating or not.

Here are some ways to abstractly practice Zen:

  1. Practice mindfulness: Pay attention to the present moment, and fully engage in whatever you are doing. Whether you are walking, washing dishes, or talking to someone, try to be fully present and aware of your surroundings and your thoughts.

  2. Cultivate gratitude: Focus on the good things in your life, and practice being grateful for them. This can help shift your focus away from negative thoughts and emotions and help you feel more peaceful and content.

  3. Let go of attachment: Recognize that everything is impermanent, and let go of your attachment to things, people, and situations. This can help you cultivate a sense of inner peace and detachment, which can be helpful in dealing with difficult situations.

  4. Practice compassion: Be kind and compassionate towards yourself and others. This can help you develop a sense of connectedness and empathy, which can be helpful in building positive relationships and dealing with difficult situations.

  5. Engage in self-reflection: Take time to reflect on your thoughts, emotions, and behaviors. This can help you gain insight into your patterns and habits, and help you cultivate a sense of self-awareness and self-improvement.

Remember, abstractly practicing Zen is about cultivating these qualities in your daily life, not just during meditation. By incorporating these practices into your daily routine, you can begin to experience the benefits of Zen in your life. 

Saturday, April 15, 2023

A little bird told me

Once upon a time, a little bird named Luna was flying through the sky, searching for the meaning of life. She had traveled far and wide, asking the wisest animals and the tallest trees, but none could provide her with a satisfactory answer.

One day, as Luna was perched on a wire overlooking a bustling city, she noticed something peculiar. She saw the city in all its chaos - the noisy streets, the rushing people, the towering skyscrapers - and yet, amidst it all, there was a sense of harmony. The city seemed to function like a well-orchestrated symphony, with each person playing their part.

Luna was fascinated and decided to observe the city for days on end, from her perch on the wire. She saw people helping each other, strangers smiling at each other, and acts of kindness being exchanged. She also witnessed moments of love, and laughter, and shared joys. She saw people pursuing their passions, creating art, and making a positive impact on the world.

As Luna watched, she realized that the meaning of life was not some grand, abstract concept or a distant, unattainable goal. It was in the everyday moments of connection, kindness, and shared experiences that she found the true essence of life. It was in the relationships, the emotions, and the simple joys that life held its deepest meaning.

Excited to have discovered this insight, Luna took flight and soared across the city, sharing her newfound wisdom with other birds, animals, and even humans. Her message spread far and wide, and soon the whole city was abuzz with the realization that the meaning of life was found in the small acts of love, kindness, and connection that we share with others every day.

Inspired by Luna's message, the people of the city began to cherish and nurture their relationships, showing compassion, empathy, and understanding towards each other. The city transformed into a kinder, more harmonious place where people found fulfillment in the simple moments of human connection.

Luna's discovery had a ripple effect that spread beyond the city, inspiring others in distant lands to reflect on the meaning of life. Her wisdom touched hearts and transformed lives, reminding everyone that life's true meaning lies in the beauty of shared experiences, relationships, and the precious moments of connection that we often take for granted.

And so, the little bird Luna's revelation of the meaning of life became a timeless tale, passed down through generations, reminding all beings that the true essence of life is found in the bonds we create, the love we share, and the moments of connection that make life truly meaningful.

 

Monday, January 23, 2023

Wondrous Things

When not consumed
with fear and doubt
nor rage and hate
humanity is capable
of wondrous things
 

Sunday, July 31, 2022

Flourish

Like it or not
the rain will come
and heaven will flourish
 

Tuesday, July 19, 2022

Wednesday, June 22, 2022

The Curtain

The curtain over your eyes
meant to subdue you
until you comply
 

Saturday, May 7, 2022

Wednesday, April 13, 2022

Dark Ages

No one noticed at first
The descent into chaos
Humanity's natural state
Where nothing is left alone
Just another undoing
To welcome dark ages
 

Tuesday, April 12, 2022

Empty to Form

We merged into ourselves
between the spaces
empty to form
 

Wednesday, March 30, 2022

Consumed

Dispursed
absurdity
flying on the wind
humanity
consuming itself

 

Thursday, March 17, 2022

We could

We could have peace
if it was in our nature
to let chaos go