Showing posts with label Health. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Health. Show all posts

Sunday, February 1, 2026

The Quiet Truth

Edna is gone.

There is no struggle left in the room, no breath to count, no quiet rally or fading return. Whatever tether once held her here has loosened and slipped away. The nurses come and go with soft voices and practiced care, but they are tending only to absence now.

The wheelchair sits where it always has—angled toward the window, its worn handles catching the last gray light of day. It faces the city as if still keeping watch, as if someone might yet return to claim the view. But the chair is empty. Utterly, finally empty.

Outside, dusk settles under a veil of rain. The city blurs into itself—buildings reduced to silhouettes, streets softened into ribbons of reflected light. Headlights pass below like slow-moving stars, their glow smeared across the wet pavement. Each one flares briefly, then vanishes, leaving no trace it was ever there.

The room is quiet now. No memories drift through it. No fields bloom. No diners hum with imagined laughter. Those things have gone with her, carried off into whatever comes after remembering.

The rain continues, indifferent and patient, tapping against the glass the way it always has. The window holds only reflections now: the dim outline of the wheelchair, the faint glow of a lamp, the ghost of a life once lived.

Soon the chair will be rolled away. The room will be cleaned. Another will take this place, another set of final hours unfolding beneath the same gray sky. The city will not notice the subtraction of one woman from its countless millions.

But for this moment—this thin, fragile moment at dusk—the emptiness remains.

An empty chair.
A rain-darkened city.
And the quiet truth that someone once sat here, watching, remembering, fading—until there was nothing left to fade.

 

Saturday, January 31, 2026

Running Girl

Edna ran.

She ran with the reckless certainty of a child who had never learned to fear falling, her bare feet flashing through tall grass that parted gladly for her. The field was endless and green, stitched with wildflowers and humming insects. The sun sat low and kind in the sky, warming her shoulders, urging her onward. She laughed as she ran, a clear, bell-like sound that had not lived in her throat for decades.

She was little again.
She knew she was little again.

The vegetation brushed against her knees, her lungs burned in that wonderful, alive way, and the world felt new enough to last forever. There was no past here, no future—only motion and breath and the thrilling possibility of play. She chased nothing at all, simply running because she could.

But in the other world—the one growing quieter by the hour—Edna’s wheelchair stood still beside the bed. Her body slumped slightly to one side, thinner now, lighter somehow, as if gravity itself were loosening its claim. Her chest rose shallowly. A nurse adjusted her blanket, unaware that the woman before her was already elsewhere.

Back in the field, Edna slowed and spun in a circle, arms outstretched, dizzy with joy. The sky seemed impossibly large. She thought she heard her mother calling—softly at first, then clearer—telling her supper was nearly ready. The sound wrapped around her like a promise.

She turned toward the voice.

In the chair, Edna’s fingers twitched, then stilled. Her breathing grew uneven, pauses stretching longer between each fragile rise of her chest. The room dimmed as evening settled in, shadows pooling along the walls.

The child in the field felt no fear. She felt only belonging.

She ran again, faster now, toward the far edge of the meadow where the light gathered thick and golden, where figures waited just beyond clarity. She could almost make out their faces—familiar, beloved, impossibly close.

In the quiet room, a long breath left Edna’s body and did not return. The city beyond the window continued on, indifferent, rain tracing its final patterns down the glass.

And in the field, the little girl never stopped running.

She disappeared into the light, whole and unburdened, leaving behind the wheelchair, the aches, the shattered memories—leaving behind everything except the joy of being, at last, completely free.

 

Thursday, October 30, 2025

The Manufactured Crisis

It started with fear.

A mysterious illness—its origins unknown—swept through the cities of the Western world. The broadcast networks, already entangled with the ruling party, seized upon the panic. Each headline screamed louder than the last. Charts, death counts, and emergency declarations filled every screen.

But what few realized at first was that the numbers were the tool, not the truth. The crisis became a convenient excuse for control. Curfews, checkpoints, and “temporary restrictions” were enacted in the name of safety. Every broadcast assured the people it was for their own good.

When protests broke out, the coverage turned—the dissenters were branded traitors, deniers, threats to public order. Families divided. Neighborhoods reported on themselves. Trust, once the fabric of the republic, unraveled thread by thread.

Behind the podiums and the slogans, a different conversation unfolded. Politicians whispered to donors, media executives shaped the next narrative, and corporations sold salvation at a price. Each decree meant more control. Each fear campaign brought new obedience.

By the time the sickness faded, something far worse had taken hold: the belief that freedom was dangerous.

 

Sunday, June 8, 2025

The Rain Beyond the Pane

She sits alone, the chair her throne,
With hands like parchment, pale and worn,
Her gaze is fixed, yet far away—
Beyond the glass, beyond the gray.

The rain taps soft like whispered names
Upon the fogged and trembling panes,
Each drop a ghost from long ago,
Each ripple something she should know.

A garden blooms inside her mind—
Or did it once, in some lost time?
She sees the roses, feels the sun,
But can't recall where they begun.

The window holds a shifting scene:
A boy, a dog, a field of green,
Then melts away in silver streams—
Was that her child, or just a dream?

Her fingers twitch with some intent,
A lace of thought, half-formed, unkempt.
She mouths a word, but it won’t stay—
It floats like mist, then fades away.

The rain keeps falling, calm and slow,
As if the world still cares to show
That even when the past won’t stay,
There’s peace in watching it slip away.

And so she waits with softened eyes,
While time, like raindrops, gently flies—
A silent queen in quiet grace,
Framed by a window, lost in space.

 

Monday, September 18, 2023

Live long and forget

The relationship between longer life expectancy and the increase in dementia is complex and multifactorial. While longer lives are generally considered a positive outcome of improved healthcare and living conditions, they do bring about certain challenges, including an increased risk of age-related diseases like dementia. Here are some key factors that contribute to the link between longer lives and the rise in dementia:

1. Age as a primary risk factor: Dementia, particularly Alzheimer's disease, is primarily an age-related condition. The risk of developing dementia increases significantly with age. As people live longer, the population at risk for dementia naturally expands.

2. Cumulative damage: The brain undergoes a natural aging process that includes the accumulation of damage to brain cells and structures over time. This damage can manifest as cognitive decline and increase the risk of dementia. With longer life, the chances of experiencing this cumulative damage also increase.

3. Increased prevalence: Longer life expectancy leads to a higher prevalence of older adults in the population. Since dementia is more common in older age groups, the overall number of people with dementia also increases as a result.

4. Improved diagnosis and awareness: Longer life expectancy has led to improved healthcare and diagnostic capabilities. As a result, more cases of dementia are being diagnosed and reported than in the past, contributing to the perception of an increase in dementia cases.

5. Lifestyle factors: Longer lives can sometimes mean prolonged exposure to lifestyle factors that may increase dementia risk, such as unhealthy diets, lack of physical activity, smoking, and excessive alcohol consumption. These factors can accumulate over time and contribute to cognitive decline.

6. Genetics and heredity: While genetics plays a role in dementia risk, longer life spans mean that more people are living to an age where genetic predispositions may become apparent. In some cases, individuals with a family history of dementia may live long enough to develop the condition.

7. Social and economic factors: Longer life spans can place a strain on healthcare and social support systems, potentially impacting the quality of care and support available to older adults with dementia. Additionally, social isolation and economic disparities can affect cognitive health in older populations.

It's important to note that while longer life expectancy is a contributing factor to the increased prevalence of dementia, it is not the sole cause. Dementia is a complex condition influenced by a combination of genetic, environmental, and lifestyle factors. Efforts to address the rise in dementia typically involve strategies to promote brain health, improve early diagnosis, provide better care and support for individuals with dementia, and advance research into treatments and prevention.

 

Wednesday, March 15, 2023

Soul Food

Tranquility can be thought of as a state of peacefulness and calmness. When we experience tranquility, our minds and bodies are relaxed, and we feel a sense of inner peace. This can be very beneficial for our overall well-being, including our soul.

When we are tranquil, we are able to let go of stress, worry, and negative thoughts, which can be very nourishing for the soul. It allows us to connect with our deeper selves, our true nature, and the world around us in a more profound way. We are able to appreciate the beauty and wonder of life and find meaning and purpose in our existence.

Tranquility can also help us develop greater empathy and compassion for others, as it allows us to let go of our own concerns and be fully present with others. This can strengthen our relationships and make us feel more connected to others and the world.

In summary, experiencing tranquility can be food for the soul because it allows us to connect with our deeper selves, find inner peace, and develop greater empathy and compassion for others.

 

Saturday, July 23, 2022

Thursday, June 30, 2022

Waiting for a cure

Yonder where we expect our dreams
waiting they aren't
deluded we live
waiting for a cure
 

Friday, June 24, 2022

Wednesday, February 23, 2022

It must pass

Humanity is sick
dying by the day
like all things
it must pass
 

Thursday, January 13, 2022

Friday, October 1, 2021

Disease

It could be argued,
that humanity is the real disease,
ravishing the earth
 

Tuesday, January 9, 2018

Friday, December 29, 2017

Monday, February 1, 2016

Monday, December 15, 2014

Strength

Sometimes all our energy will be focused on getting and staying healthy.
It takes lots of strength, but in the end we do get through it.

Monday, December 1, 2014

Guilt

Life will take it's toll, and guilt will compound it with ills

Wednesday, February 5, 2014

Sorry for the gap



I haven't missed a day go posting to my blog in years.  Unfortunately, I had a heart attack and collapsed on Saturday afternoon.  This is the best I've rely since my heart surgery.  I'm hope that I'm on the road to recovery.