I was swimming, trying to decide
if I felt sick or great
whatever the case, I didn't care
I was slipping into the unknown
fearfully trying to hold myself back
to remain with my distraught companions
to ease their fatigue and fear
tension and disbelief was keeping them here
I was fading, arms clutching me
to seize the waning life
of an overdose
meant to set me free
oh, how I wish they'd let me be